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[Thursday July 3rd] |
I get to see Carli this weekend.
I'm pumped.
She and Brock can have their WiiBoxing rematch.
I've missed her.
Goddamn.
Bridge jumping beach party!
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[Wednesday July 2nd] |
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This is harder for me than anyone can imagine.
Mom.. I'm moving halfway across the U.S. for good, leaving all that I know and love, and have grown up with in two weeks and you're telling me to RELAX? Are you serious? Don't get me wrong, I want to do this and I'm sooo happy that it's finally happening.. but.. THIS IS BIG. It's a VERY big deal for me. It's a lot harder than you think and are making it seem. What are you doing? You're watching me go. I'm the one that's leaving and doing all this maddness packing and saying goodbyes and worrying about tickets and schedules and being on time and hoping it's not sold out!!!!!!!! I'm the one that's boarding the bus and riding it over 1300 miles away BY MYSELF, whilst trying not to lose anything or get killed, and making sure I board the right buses when we have layovers and yadda yadda.... IS THIS NOT NERVE RACKING? I'M GOING CRAZY!! I'm going to be surrounded by strange folks, and unfamiliar everythings.
Dad, you said you'd do everything you could to help and you're sitting back and watching me freak out. IF YOU CARE LIKE YOU SAY YOU DO, ACT LIKE IT. Don't keep fucking avoiding me!!!!!!!!!1
shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, motherfucker, tits!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Tuesday July 1st] |
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Haha. I guess I was a little drunk last night. I don't even remember that post there. Oh well.
My fear, is that I'm not going to get to say goodbye to everyone like I want to. It's really hard... I've got to spend so much time with everyone and do everything I can. Cramming all these people and plans into two weeks seems so hard. My Mom is going to cry a lot and it's gonna make me cry. I cried a little bit last night. My Dad might cry. He cried when I just went to visit. Seeing my Dad cry makes me cry.. cus it's just.. I don't know.. Dads aren't supposed to cry.
The word "cry" sounds funny now. Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry... Anyway, I've gotta start packing. I don't know where to begin.
July 2nd and July 9th (both Wednesdays) are automatically reserved for Mum.
July 4th is Neil's birthday.
July 12th is Erin's graduation party that I will be attending.
July 16th is my court date.
3, 5,
6, 7, 8, 10, 11,
13, 14, 15
Those are the days. Fill them up with plans to hang out with me. Also, I would like to have a going away party. I might need a little help setting that up.
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[Tuesday July 1st] |
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I got emotional tonight. On Chad's birthday. Happy Birthday bbabbbyy boooooo!!!!! i love youuu I WILL MISS EVERYONE.
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[Monday June 30th] |
By the gods of olympus, you could not be more wrong.
I've seen it with my own eyes.
You're so very wrong.
Keep thinking that though sugar.
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[Monday June 30th] |
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I feel like I'm kind of losing touch with some good people and right now is the worst time for it.. Or maybe it's for the best..
I'm not sure. All I know is that I'm leaving soon, and for good. I know the date keeps changing.. But I really am going. The first time it was so soon because I was in frantics. Then, the date was really far because I had false information. Then it became sooner because I got the right information but I had to wait for my court date.. Now, my Dad just came home from changing my court date. I'm leaving even sooner. July 17th/18th. Two and a half weeks. Goodbye Massachusetts.
I want a chance to say goodbye to all of my friends without getting hounded for leaving.
You ever feel like you have some kind of .. destiny? Well I feel like Wisconsin is just the beginning of mine. A lot of people ask "What the hell is in Wisconsin?".. Well there's a lot more than just cheese and cows, I'll tell you that. There's a lot more than That 70's Show. And there's a lot for me. I've been planning to move to Wisconsin since my junior year in highschool. It's finally happening.
I'm going to miss everyone more than they know. And I am petrified of being away from good ol' New Bedford for so long.. What's it going to be like when I come back to visit? The same, I hope..
But this is something I have to do. No one else will understand, because they're not meant to. It's not their "destiny". It's mine.
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[Saturday June 28th] |
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[Saturday June 28th] |
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Good to know how many great friends I have.
I've been in CT for almost a month.
and has anyone fucking visited me?
no, dont think so.
Not only that, but I'm 2 hours away so
you decide that it's too difficult to even
communicate with me anymore?
seriously, I moved, I didn't die.
& there is a lovely train that comes up
fucking use it, I'm losing my mind.
onnn the bright side...
I've commenced job search
and as soon as I get one
the plan is as follows
get permit
learn to drive stick in the 944
get license
commence bill payments
then total freeeeedom
Yeah pretty much Ty's probably gonna give me the porche
as soon as I have money to take over the payments
fucking sick right?
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[Saturday June 28th] |
| | [13 Sep 2007|08:37am] | things i want to do in the next year:
1. get a new tattoo
2. move out of this house
3. sell about 70% of everything that i own
4. fix my bikes so that they are comfortable to ride
5. lose some weight
6. get a new plant
7. pass all of my classes
8. go on a mini vacation
9. get some money saved up for me and my love
10. get HITCHED. yep, thats right. married.
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i wrote that list on september 13th, 2007.
i now officially have 78 days left to successfully do everything else there.
can i do it? probably not!
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[Saturday June 28th] |
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things to remember to save money for:
-daughters @ the living room, keith's birthday july 3rd
-ariel pink @ tt the bear's, july 29th
-stoner metal fest @ AS220, august 15th
-camping
there are probably a lot of things i'm forgetting
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[Friday June 27th] |
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I knew it. I kneeeeeeeeeeeewww itttttttttt =))))))))))))))))))
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[Friday June 27th] |
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or.. 37ish.
last night, i was amazed. for four hours straight, in the same spot with the two same people. and then.... slug. WOW. what the FUCK was that? the whole thing lasted more than four hours though. of course.
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[Thursday June 26th] |
fuck jessica alba.
right in her skull.
ohh anndd
REAL GIRLS EAT MEAT.
ha, that is all.
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[Wednesday June 25th] |
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my days are all fucked up. i was one day behind for the past week. bahahaha.. i feel a lot better since yesterday.. in every aspect.
so i'm still going. no matter what. i don't care.
and i don't have to wait nine months!
only one month.
that was the original plan anyway.
everyone thinks it's a horrible idea. and they can keep telling me that it's a horrible idea but it's not gonna stop me. i don't think it's a horrible idea, and even if i did think it was, i wouldn't care.
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[Wednesday June 25th] |
no florida for me next week, go figure. my only chance to get away from everything and it most likely won't happen at all now.
1 month from today until richard is in georgia without me....
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[Tuesday June 24th] |
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i woke up this morning to a wonderful attitude and a headache,
hopefully tonight i find something worth doing, last night was awful
work at four with my least favorite people
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[Tuesday June 24th] |
I'm ecstatic. 275 days has been turned into 30, maybe 40 days. Wow, I hope I'm better by then.
I LOVE YOU!
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